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Sunday, December 11th, 2005
8:34 pm	ha ha so funny...(not really) =) Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Monday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last Sunday I pushed mellyhoohoo in the mud (-17 points). Last month I broke eat_a_rainbow's X-Box (-12 points). Last Wednesday I helped awhore4u hide a body (-173 points). Last week I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-216 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich! Sincerely, CherryBomb143 Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: (follow me to the edge of the world)
Thursday, October 20th, 2005
8:55 am	i am freaking out. i dont want to cut elenis head off anymore...i want to cut my head off now. i have been with her for 3 days now, all day. she is driving me crazy. i cant deal with it anymore. i just want to lock her in her room. and i dont care if she cries or has a heart attack because she thinks a small alien is hovering around her ear...i dont care! i need a fucking break and the weekend isnt good enough. i need to like swim across the ocean and vanish for a year. no wonder the last nanny didnt come back after christmas break, she couldnt take it anymore. and i havent seen garrett all week and thats driving me crazy. this month has been horrible, he works all week. on the weekends i see him at night. i wish i could save my money and steal garrett and go on vacation for a month. i swear, im going to go to school for ten years so i get a job where im the boss, and i dont have to answer to anyone. on top of it all my mom cant do anything so during the day while im not with eleni im with my mom who needs me to do everything. i dont mind, she helped me her whole life. but its mom, eleni, and no garrett. im freaking out. then there are all these shows i want to go to and i need a halloween costume and all my paychecks for the next probably 2 months are all going to other people. why the fuck...no, WHO the fuck made life out to be like this? everyone is wasting their time doing stupid things. garretts birthday is november 5th and i wanted to do something so special for him. i have no money though. im drawing him something and thats always better, but i wish i could take him out somewhere and get a hotel or something. ugh. whatever. im just losing my mind, i need a long vacation. and im sure everyone who is reading this needs one also. (1 follower | follow me to the edge of the world)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
7:55 pm	fall inspiration... you looked beautiful. it was cold and you brought October. you brought the beauty of green leaves changing to reds and orange. you brought the gloom in the sky, the grey clouds stuck on a grey sky. you sat arcoss the room, so confident in the way you talked. i wanted to wrap up in your sweater beside you, stare at your intense beauty and love you. i fell asleep dreaming of you tonight, wrapped up safely in my bed with you. you were beautiful tonight... but tomorrow... the streets may be muddy, and the sky may be so bright it burns. dont let the beauty go. peace and love, jenny (2 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
10:39 pm	just me complaining... im starting to get so frustrated with my job. i shouldnt complain...its easy enough. but eleni is driving me crazy. she never listens. shes not a hell demon but shes spoiled. shes the most spoiled kid i know. she never gets punished. and my aunt isnt the one who has to deal with her all day. i do. so eleni thinks she can do whatever she wants. she cant. but my aunt lets her on the weekend when shes around. its driving me crazy. and i hate that i have to come back here every night. if garretts in the city i have to leave him at my house for the night and come back in the morning. and tonight. my aunt was supposed to get back from her flight at 830. garrett was in town and i was going to drive him to the train at midnight. but my aunts still not home and garrett had someone else drive him to be safe. im so...aggravated. i want to scream. i wish i never bought that car because id really like to quit and get a stupid job doing something stupid so that i could be mobile. i feel so stuck. i went to one show this summer. ONE show. thats ridiculous. and it totally brings me down. i want to be able to be spontaneous. thats what ive always been. i feel like this job is breaking me. and its making me not want to have children ever. i dont mean to sound cruel and terrible but i hate it. i hate helping eleni with her homework. i dont know if its because she doesnt pay attention or if its because she really doesnt know. i just dont ever remember having my parents help me with every fucking question. i mean its like, ill be really slow and calm and explain to her...its like nothing goes in this kids head. ugh. im being terrible and mean. im sorry. im just frustrated and i miss garrett. he lives far away. and when someone fills you with hope and then things fall apart...it gives you this horrible feeling inside. i hate that feeling. false hope sucks. i know im just acting this way because i thought all day i would see him later. and now that im not going to...you know. and its not that bad. im sure ill see him tomorrow night. anyways. thats that. sorry for anyone who reads this =) peace and love, jenny (3 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
11:36 am	jewel osco rocks... hey everyone...i heard that when you donate at jewel they double the amount. so say you donate 5 dollars, they will throw in another 5 of their own so its like you donated 10. wow! jewel is so cool. =) everyone should donate to jewel. peace and love, jenny (1 follower | follow me to the edge of the world)
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
9:29 am	free from the dragonBITCH... today is the final moving day. i will be out and far away from that terrible apartment. me and erika wrote a poem last night about dragica: the landlord from hell. shes such a fucking croatian whore. it feels good to write bad about her. i would never say anything to her face, i'll just write terrible things and say horrible things about her to my friends. i am tempted to tell her to go back to croatia though. garrett is back in the country, he was here in chicago with me for like 6 days. it was wonderful. the only thing that really truly sucks about moving back to the p's place is when garrett comes to stay in chicago for a couple days, like he does, theres no place for him to stay when i go back to oak park. thats what my apartment was for. maybe my parents will be so so so extremely cool and let him stay here. i dont know. i hate thinking so much. im not starting school yet. thats a pretty dumb move but oh well. i know i'll learn my lesson some time in life. yea, so thats it. my jobs goin good. me and garrett are fucking awesome. i cant remember the last time i felt so sure about someone. and about everything. im so sure about the way i feel about him, im so sure about the way he feels about me, im so sure about my friends and him, and his friends and me. its just a wonderful amazing feeling to be SURE. =) gas prices fucking suck and i want to do something to help with this devastation happening in the south. what can we do? peace and love, jenny Current Mood: hungry Current Music: country (2 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
2:39 pm	OHIO was the shit!!! best wedding ive ever been to. it was so beautiful. the bride was a total hippie chick, walked down the grass and sunflower aisle barefoot. thats my girl!! anywho. reception was at her dads farm. so we were all camping and it was pure goodness. i met garrett and fell in love. mmmm i love falling in love. it makes everything sooo....wonderful. i stayed an extra day with him and he drove me back to chicago. he lives like 45 min away somewhere. i dont know. im going over there tonight maybe, cuz hes been coming to see me for the last 3 days. what wonderful goodness! im moving back home in like 2 weeks. i need to settle down and chill out and save money. im in debt and i dont know how it happened. ive been having way too much fun. i went tagging for the first time monday night. when i develop the flicks ill put em up for you guys to see. my tag name is ~hula~ and i suck. but thats ok. im gonna be a professional and pro skater. lol. peace and love, jenny p.s. i hope everyone is enjoying their summer to the fullest. (follow me to the edge of the world)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
11:47 am	oh yeah! totally forgot to tell you guys...me and erika ended up going to New York!!! it was totally spontaneous and probably the best trip ever! oh so much fun. (follow me to the edge of the world)
11:41 am	wow. i feel like livejournal is a long lost friend connecting me to someone i used to be. does anyone else ever feel that way? anyway. lets all get together at my apartment and have fun. MELISSA!!!! this means you! you still havent come...and we were supposed to sing for one of my roommies which we cant do anymore because he moved! but...thats ok darling. im going to ohio on thursday for a wedding. i'll be back sunday. it should be fun cuz im going with erika, bret, and chris. my crew except we're missing A.C. (anne cooney). yeah...isnt that crazy? you livejournal folk should know it the most having witnessed mine and annes harsh behavior towards each other. but all is good now and we're like good friends. i guess we should all thank my brother and bret for realizing its summer and theres no room for anything other than fun and lovin in the summer. great. peace and love, jenny (3 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
9:51 am	i have not posted anything in a long fucking time. woo. anyway...my life has been madness for the past couple months. ever since ive moved into this apartment...pure fucking madness. but incredibly fun. my brother chris and i have gotten really close which is amazing. we're making up for all those years we never knew each other. and i like that i have a place people can come to and have a good time. it makes me feel good. my carpets are trashed though from all the partying so im going to pull them up. hard wood floors are sexier. so yea. i had this sexxxy party last friday. fucking awesome. there was supposed to be a guest list but like 20 min before people started showing up i think we just forgot about it. so many people came that i didnt know. i mean...i went upstairs for a moment, and when i came back to my floor there was a d.j. in my dining room! it was ridiculous. i almost punched a fat mexican guy in the face, and i must have kissed everyone there. it was such a good time. sorry for anyone who missed it. probably should've posted it on here. oh well. there will be others. me and erika start our vacation tomorrow. we're really not sure where we're going to be going yet. we want to go crystal mining in missouri. or hiking somewhere in southern illinois. we only have a day to plan it but i really hope we go somewhere. i need to escape the madness for a couple days. so thats it. im bored out of my fucking mind...i need to go to school. cant wait for fall...mmmm but summer is here. lovely lovely summer. peace and love, jenny (follow me to the edge of the world)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
9:14 pm	http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v335/istabpeople140/MVC-142F.jpg the only way i can show you pictures, is through links. so if you'd like to see me and my kitty thomas, click on the link above.^^ http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v335/istabpeople140/MVC-133F.jpg this is a picture of my new tattoo. check it out! oh my god i love my kitty!! peace and love, jenny Current Mood: flirty Current Music: jack johnson- on and on (11 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Monday, March 21st, 2005
3:51 pm	hey everyone. i need to kill some time before i go to work...so here i am. im not sure when i last updated. so ill just write whats been going on. i have THEE coolest job ive ever had and probably will ever have. so thats wonderful. for like the past month or so now i got this trio goin on with erika, julie, and me. we have so much fun. we're always at my brothers apartment. see the building is like this...my brother and marjan in the basement, this girl evette on the first floor (that no one really talks to ever), and nick jeff and sam on the second floor. nick, sam, marjan and my brother are in a band and they jam on the third floor. so its just a lot of fun. nick is like our body guard, and we're like...i dont know what you'd call us. its just a lot of fun. we're thinking of getting a huge loft in the summer for all of us...it would be nick, sam, my brother, marjan, julie, me, and maybe this kid mike. but it would be so awesome if that happened. plus, julie, nick, marjan, and me are all planning on going to columbia in the fall. so we'd all live together and go to school together. im so excited. we'll see what happens though. but thats all thats going on. i get next week off because they're going on vacation. its going to be so nice. except i wish it could have been this week because erikas on vacation this week. so fucking sad. oh my god this past friday...we were all sitting around doing nothing so i was all like hey lets gets some tequilla!!! and everyone was like oh my god thats such a good idea. so we got some tequilla!!! and we got some limes. then of course we had to get some budweiser. i spend so much money on alcohol its not even funny. but let me tell ya. i took 14 shots of that tequilla. god damn those shots are soooo good. i swear. if you never had one...HAVE ONE!! a couple days later you'll be goin bout your business and out of nowhere you'll be like...damn...i want a tequilla shot...they're sooo fucking good! peace and love, jenny (follow me to the edge of the world)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
7:58 pm	hey guys. im in michigan right now visiting lindsey for the weekend. i love this house so much. its so fuckin huge and theres always someone around to hang out with. they're havin a valentines party tonight so thats why we're here. should be buckets of fun. speaking of...i had so much fun at the cooney party last night. i didnt want to leave tho at the end...but i was so drunk im glad i left when i did because i probably wouldve started acting up and ended up looking like an asshole. i got a tattoo yesterday! im so excited. its not complete yet...he just did the outline. its a big ass butterfly on the upper middle part of my back. it looks so awesome. i was kinda freakin out at first cuz its so big and its permenant. but i love it. my nanny job is going so well. i couldnt have asked for a better job. i just cant wait until fall so i can start school. well i think im gonna start drinking,talk to u guys later. peace and love, jenny Current Mood: calm (1 follower | follow me to the edge of the world)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
3:56 pm	super nanny... hey everyone. i start my nanny job tomorrow morning. im kind of nervous and excited at the same time. i love the thought of me having two homes, two bedrooms, two families. (in case you dont know yet i got a new job im gonna be a nanny for my aunt she has two girls one 8 and one 14 and im basically going to live there mon thru fri.) i went to see my room today and my aunt painted it this really beautiful blue. its like a navy blue...but its gorgeous. and shes putting up shelves...im so excited. today i have to pack some clothes and maybe some pictures and books and ill be on my way. other news...brians mom died last saturday. we knew a week before that she was going to pass. it totally and completely changed brian. like he transformed into someone completely different. he probably broke up with me 5 times in the past 2 1/2 weeks. i kept going back to him. but this last time was horrible. after he broke up with me he started saying really bad things to me over text messages. he called me a stupid fat ugly bitch ( hello! thats like SO 6th grade ) and he said all i want is sex so i should loose a couple pounds. hmmm he called me a whore in disguise...and...oh yea...a spoiled brat? what the fuck? so i was like whoa. i know hes going through a hard time but that does not give him a right to say anything disrespectful to me. so im not going back to him. and of course...1 hour after he says all that he wants me to come over and work things out. i dont think so. so me and brian are over. its kind of sad...we had some good times...but in the end he really just wasnt my type. thats really all the news i have. other than that me and erika play mario party all day everyday. thats the only thing that sucks about this new job. it takes away from erika time. =( ill update a little later and tell you all how the nanny jobs goin. peace and love, jenny Current Mood: content (3 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
6:07 pm	hey ya'll. ive been doing laundry and cleaning all day but it still looks like nothing has been accomplished. i decided to update. nothings new. and when i say that i seriously mean nothing is new. im still at subway. still not in school. still with brian. and thats all. i look forward to those special occasions when the girls come out and hang. which is too rare of an occasion. but, thats what i look forward to. i think this is the first year in like the past five that i dont have plans for new years. whats everone doing? i really want to do some artwork or write something. im finally getting inspired but i dont have any alone time. im always with brian. and i love it, but i need one night to myself to really finish cleaning my room...or write a poem, or draw something. brian gets upset though and doesnt understand when i say i want to be alone. maybe its the way i say it? thats another thing. brian is driving me crazy. hes so crazy mad jealous of everything. when i wear makeup he has to ask me why im wearing it, because he thinks im trying to get someones attention. or when i go out and im not wearing a bra he askes me to put one on because guys will be more attracted to my boobs when im not wearing a bra. or ill have a friendly casual converstion with his brother and brian will freak out thinking i have some hidden feelings for his brother. its driving me crazy. and i try so hard to understand him. and i do. but i always find him ridiculous. seriously. if i didnt want to be with him, believe me, i wouldnt. i have no problem being single and having a good time and going to parties. i love that. but i like this guy. and i want it to work. but hes driving me crazy! anyways. had to get that off my chest. but yea, i start work in 40 min. i should get ready. hows everyone doing? peace and love, jenny Current Mood: bored Current Music: missys c.d. (3 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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Monday, November 1st, 2004
2:38 pm	my power just came on again. woo hoo. the stringcheese shows were amazing. i had a lot of fun. i feel like the whole experience is starting to loose its magic. i dont know if im sick of it, or if im getting older and im realizing things. i dont know. i just remember how i felt at the last show compared to this one and theres a huge difference. i did get my first miracle though. or maybe it might just be because i was beginning to slip into the first stages of some kind of prolonged depression. saturday night i curled up in my bed and i didnt get out until 2 p.m. sunday afternoon. then i just went down on my couch and watched movies until i had to leave for work. then i came home and went back to my bed until 10 when i went to brians just to lay on his couch all night. whatever it was its over. i feel better now except this rain isnt helping much. i have to leave for school in 20 minutes. its almost over. my last day is next thursday i think. thank god. i really want to go to college. i feel like im getting dumber. i probably am. god knows whatever brains i had i killed with all that fucking alcohol ive consumed the past 4 months. whatever. i want to go to school somewhere where i dont know anyone. leave chicago? ahhh how terrible. peace and love, jenny Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: my girl ani (3 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Saturday, October 16th, 2004
5:52 pm	wow. today brian came to subway while i was working. i was doing the dishes at the time and marcy was like jenny brians here! and i was like why is brian here? so i went to the counter and he was like happy sweetest day, and handed me a dozen roses and hersheys chocolate. it was so cute! ive never gotten roses before, it was a big surprise. then when i got off work he took me to get chinese food. absolutely wonderful. anyways. im working a double shift today so i have to go back to work in an hour. i finally got my new bed. now me and brian can actually sleep comfortably together. it will be wonderful. tonight is joeys birthday party. its gonna be a fabulous time. oh and i just spent 20 dollars on shower stuff. =) just felt like sharing that with everyone. toodles. peace and love, jenny Current Mood: in love =) Current Music: a perfect cirlce (2 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Friday, October 8th, 2004
10:50 pm	we took a shower together last night. im sorry if you guys didnt want to know that. but taking a shower with someone is just as serious as having sex for the first time. it was beautiful. history is repeating itself with someone else. im scared. im so attached. im happy, but im scared. what if i get hurt. i cant take that again. peace and love, jenny Current Mood: devious Current Music: ani (2 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
3:57 am	tonight had more downs than ups. and that just brings the whole night down. well, for me at least. being in this new crowd has had its ups. but its a whole new experience. no one thinks like me, or even does anything like me. its like im a whole new person. its weird. i dunno. i feel like im the only one who makes sense...even though i know these guys make sense. its just their reality is so much different than mine. i dont know. im so drunk. im just trying to sober up. does this make sense to anyone. do any of you guys feel like this? anyways. im think im entering this stage in life where i have to open my eyes to other things, even though im totally against it. you guys all know how i am. its really hard to think other than the way i think. but i really enjoy the way things are going...i dont want to ruin anything by being different. i think i have to swallow my pride and go with the flow. im reading this and seeing triple...i think i should stop typing. just thought id let some things out. talk to you guys when im clearer. peace and love, jenny (4 followers | follow me to the edge of the world)